Friday, September 17, 2010

Neilah Yom Kippur in Lizhensk by the Rebbe Reb Meilech

From the upcoming MeOros Noam Elimelech on Moadim

Neilah on Yom Kippur

Sins of Tzadikim –

Rav Simcha Ber Halberstam of Tzeshinov author of Divrei Simcha once retold how the holy Rebbe Elimelech of Lizhensk once stopped himself during Maariv on Motzaei Yom Kippur. He began to ponder the fact that now on Motzaei Yom Kippur he was again reciting the silent shemone esrei and reciting the blessing asking Hashem for forgiveness, "Forgive us Hashem for we have sinned."

He began to think and ponder for what sins and transgressions could we possibly be asking forgiveness and absolvement for? Just now, we have completed the Yom Kippur service for Neilah and presumably all of our past sins were absolved and atoned for, and since that short time span from then till now during the Maariv service only a few minutes have passed. And if so, what sins are we now again asking Hashem for forgiveness for?

So thinking, the Rebbe Reb Elimelech began to go over his "misdeeds" and thoughts and he began scrutinizing and examining himself. So doing he realized that in the mere last few minutes and seconds between Neilah and now he figured that according to his calculations he had already transgressed and sinned four hundred times! When Rabbi Elazar Schif retold this story as he had heard it from Rav Itzikel of Pshevorsk he added that when the holy Pshevorsker told this story he concluded: "I wish I myself had a portion of some of those "sins and transgressions!"

(Imrei Devash reprinted in Noam HaEysanim p73)

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Erev Yom Kippur Kaparos in Lizhensk

I am asking Mechilah, Please forgive me if I slighted any of you in any way this year.
Have a Gemar Chasima Tova!
 
From the upcoming MeOros Noam Elimelech on the Moadim

Erev Yom Kippur

Kaparos in Lizhensk –

A day before Yom Kippur Rav Elimelech of Lizhensk was visited by a chassid, who pleaded and

strongly entreated [the rebbe's gabbai] to be allowed to watch the Rebbe shlog kaparos (the custom

where one waves a fowl over the head on erev yom kippur to symbolically take the place of one's sins).

As soon as the Rebbe Elimelech heard this he called the chassid in to him and told him to quickly take

a trip and travel to such and such village situated not far from Lizhensk. Once there he should go to the

local tavern. The chassid dutifully followed the rebbe's orders and when he entered the tavern he found

it full with drunk peasants among whom the local innkeeper; a simple and ignorant looking Jew

together his simple ignorant looking Jewess was busy serving and attending to. The chassid hid himself

in a unnoticed corner and feigned sleep, keeping watch with one eye open and waited. . .

After midnight when the drunk peasants had stumbled and been pushed and shoved out the door, and

the windows and doors were locked and barred, the chassid watched the simple innkeeper pacing back

and forth until he said finally to his wife, "Bring , me the book from under the bed." She schlepped an

old well worn volume and handed it to him. The innkeeper sat down by the table and began thumbing

through the worn pages reading aloud while turning page after page, "On this and this day of such and

such week I did not properly attend to a poor traveler and so I failed to fulfill the commandment of

welcoming guests, and on a different day I listened to the vulgar language of one of my customers, on

another day I failed to concentrate during my prayers and I had foreign and extraneous thoughts," and

so on did the list of sins continue, since the ledger was a book full of the records of all the sins and

transgressions that he had committed that past year. After reciting many of the sins, the innkeeper

sighed deeply, and there were many times that he wept quite bitterly after reciting a particular sin.

After he had finished, the innkeeper once again motioned to his wife, to bring the second book which

lay in the corner under the other bed. Again she schlepped a second old and worn volume and handed

it to him. Once again he began to turn pages while reading aloud. This ledger contained an accounting

listing all the woes, troubles and sorrows that had befallen the innkeeper and his family that year. The

list was quite long since there did not seem to be any day that something had not befallen them. And

when the innkeeper finished reading from the second book he lay his head down on the table, while

deep in thought. Afterwards he looked up to heaven and declared, "Ribono Shel Olam! - Master of the

World, I am quite guilty, I owe You quite a lot, but You also have a great debt that You owe me so to

speak! I do not know whose debt is greater, whether min or Yours? The reckoning is simply too great

and difficult to work out. Therefore Ribono Shel Olam! - Master of the World, let us make a trade, my

debt for Your debt? This book for that book, my ledger of sins for Your ledger of troubles. "This is my

exchange, this is my atonement," said the innkeeper as he echoed the well known liturgy of the

kapparos as the innkeeper swung the books above his head like one does with the kapparos chicken.

Afterwards the chassid traveled back to Lizhensk to Rebbe Elimelech. The Rebbe greeted the chassid

with a smile, "Nu, so what did you see there?" The chassid told the Rebbe all he had witnessed. Rebbe

Elimelech then said, "This complaint which the innkeeper had, King David had as well against the

Ribono Shel Olam – The Master of the World, and that is the meaning if the verse in Tehillim 31

"Hashem all my sighs and desires opposite You are not hidden from You." It is true that my desires

oppose You, however my sighs are not hidden from You either. So let's make a deal and make an

exchange. Now do you know how to truly shlog kapparos?"

(As heard from Rav Yechezkel Michelson, Fun Unzer Alten Otzar p33-34)

Kol Tuv,
R' Tal Moshe Zwecker
Director Machon Be'er Mayim Chaim
Chassidic Classics in the English Language
www.chassidusonline.com
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